My Secret Smile

Shoot me in the heart
Shoot me in the brain
Just do anything you can
To take away this pain

I tell myself it's fine
That everything's alright
But the flow of tears I cannot stop
They're fuelled by my fright

I cannot stop these twisted thoughts
From entering my mind
But I can pretend that when I look
It's only emptyness I find

So when I'm asked what I'm thinking of
When I'm silent for a while
I just look them in the eye
And give my secret smile